Been stuck for so long

Hello. I am new here. I found this throught search. I have been with my husband for 14.5 years. We took a break for about 5 years in between. He controls everything. Everything is in just his name. I lost my DL when I got a no ins. ticket. I do not have access to any money, except the child support I get for my daughter. I was driving w/o my DL, until my lovely husband tried to have me arrested for driving. We got into a fight and it got physical and I took off. I have a daughter, age 14.5 and we have a son, age 12. I try to set rules for the kids to follow, but if dad doesn't follow them, neither do they. He has pretty much turned them both against me. I feel like a prisoner. I do not work and have not worked in over 10 years. Making it impossible to get a job. Everytime that I have come close to getting a job, husband finds a problem with it. Like, he just can't stand the thought of me having anything of my own. Yes, everything we have is marita l property, according to the law, not him. I have no family and no means. We live in a small town that only has a grocery store and a post office. The closest Wal-Mart is 20 miles away. If I want to go some place, he has to take me there and that is only if he feels like it, after having worked all day. I want to leave, but with no money and no means, there is no way. I would never be able to live w/o my kids and they would not want to go to some homeless shelter with me. Please help!

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