Ok so... Since 5 years I have a friend that is the best friend I've ever had. The problem is that he had a girlfriend for 4 years and during this time I was also in a relatioship with somebody else (for 3.5 years). But since March this year something's different... Well his former girlfriend had birthday in March. But instead of seeing her, he called me and we ended up at my place, drinking, smoking shisha and having the best hours ever. Nothing happened but almost... I chickened out.
Since then however it changed, I mean our relation. Around May he confessed to me that he's really miserable in his current relationship and eventually he broke up with her. I fell bad because I kinda pushed him toward it... Some time after that I realised that I love him.
Our mutual friends were always joking that we'd be a great couple. He behaves... Different towards me than he did when he had a girlfriend. He flirts with me almost all the time, when we meet he accidentlly always has a great excuse to touch my hands for example...
Should I tell him how I feel about him? I'm scared that he doesn't feel it and that I'm gonna lose him and suffer double loss: of my best friend and a person I truly love :(
Since then however it changed, I mean our relation. Around May he confessed to me that he's really miserable in his current relationship and eventually he broke up with her. I fell bad because I kinda pushed him toward it... Some time after that I realised that I love him.
Our mutual friends were always joking that we'd be a great couple. He behaves... Different towards me than he did when he had a girlfriend. He flirts with me almost all the time, when we meet he accidentlly always has a great excuse to touch my hands for example...
Should I tell him how I feel about him? I'm scared that he doesn't feel it and that I'm gonna lose him and suffer double loss: of my best friend and a person I truly love :(
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