Don't think I'll ever be in a relationship.

Ok so I am 20 years old and never had a solid relationship or a proper girlfriend, there was this one girl who I met when I was 16 and we use to speak everyday, she was like my best friend. Sep2011 me and her kissed and we both expressed how we felt for each other. A few months later she broke up with me and I was devastated. Took me near enough a year to move on from her because she was the only girl who really knew me. Now I'm sitting here thinking if I would ever find a girlfriend because I hardly go out, have only one close friend because nearly everyone I used to hang out with has gone to uni, no job, no nothing. I know it's ridiculous for me to think that this is it for me on the girlfriend front as I have my whole life ahead of me but I genuinely don't think I'll ever meet a girl I can be close to even as a friend because I'm not very social.

Reading back I sound like such a loser *hides-face*